mmm, been drawing alot more, getting bored so why not pick up a pencil and draw whats on my mind. im happier with my art now i admit its gotten better then before. last few months have been hard. nothing has really gone right and its pretty depressing. i couldn't draw anything and when i tried it looked nothing like my art at all... fact that for me i always end up with just about nothing after i had everything. when im happy with myself and i got love in my life i seem to later lose it all, everytime it happens i just fall apart more.

i get my drawings to turn out the way i imagine them too now but don't like the way things right now are turning out, they are definitly not how i imaged them.